oh… hai.
January 24, 2009I never thought I’d go so long without writing.
Almost two months.
You’re not mad at me, are you?
I don’t like feeling so disconnected and uninspired… but… it’s not changing. At all. I feel like I’ve written everything that I can write.
Twitter is much easier for me, and I’m glad to see some of you there.
I also still haunt Y!A R&S quite a bit. It’s replaced blogging for me as my favorite form of online entertainment. I’ve found that I write for the interaction. On wordpress I feel like I’ve moved from Manhattan to Connecticut, and I never see any of my city friends any more. There is definitely interaction on R&S. It’s addictive. I’m glad I stumbled on to it. I don’t miss the good old bad old days quite so much that way. The trolls are great too. I like trolls. They are great accessories for bridges.
Blogs are rare beasts. I think they have limited shelf lives. There is only so much you can write about in this format, unless you have a very exciting life.
This isn’t the end. This is just me saying hello… I’m not gone for good, even though I’m not really here. I think I still write just to say hello.
I just wonder when my heart will be in it again. I’m not depressed. I’m actually rather contented at the moment. Perhaps that’s the problem, even though it’s not really a problem at all.
So… hello. How you doin’?
I’m sure I’ll get over this. I’m just surprised at how persistent it’s been.
Yay! She writes again!
What is this R&S thing? Never heard of it.
Don’t force yourself to write. Do it on your own pace, just let us know where you are.
Once again… yay!
I think it all goes back to not having that community. The interaction is not the same when we’re all scattered about and there’s no new blood. I heard rumour of the return of MB but nothing concrete. I wonder if we could go back again, would it be the same?
Anyway, I hear you, I miss you but I hear you.
And no I could never be mad at you.
It’s good to hear from you Heidi. I must admit, I feel the same way. I have no urge to write at all. I’m dry. Parched and stuff.
Hopefully it will pass because I also feel disconnected, but you can’t squeeze blood out of a rock. Unless it’s a bloodrock, but we all know how rare those are.
I know exactly how you feel. I miss it though. I miss you. I miss our community. I miss the good old bloggery days. Much love, Heids. <3